Get It

You just don't get it.
After all we've been through, you still don't get it.
The moment our friendship was created
That was the moment you decided.
Make the decision again, I'm giving you this chance.
Here's your chance to get rid of me forever.
Do you want me or not?
A simple yes or no question,
But even now you don't get it.
You put yourself in my life
You can't just take yourself out.
You don't get it!
I need you & if you don't want me just tell me.
Just say the magic words & I'm gone.
Pain isn't new to me, it's a part of life.
I'm willing to disappear from your life,
That is if that's what you want.
Please make a decision.
Life is meant to do this, this is what happens,
So why don't you get it?!?
I've sat here, your friend this whole time
I think the world of you, stop putting yourself down.
Maybe I should just disappear off the face of the planet,
Then maybe you'd figure this out.
Do you need me in your life the way I need you in mine?
Because if you don't, just tell me so & I'll leave.
I can handle the emptiness, I have before.
Why don't you get it?
What about this is confusing you so much?
I tell you exactly what I'm thinking,
But you always edit & cut out important things.
Is it such a sin to miss you?
I don't really care as long as you can get it.

I'm Not Here Anymore

I'm not here anymore.
You may see my face, you may hear my voice,
But it's not me you're talking to.
The words my mouth says are the ones you want to hear,
The smile displayed is another projection for you.
I'm not here anymore.
Where am I, you my wonder?
It's a mystery to me,
Maybe I'm floating, perhaps I'm just dead,
All that's left of me is a shell.
I'm not here anymore.