Update on the Past Few Months

Hey guys!
So remember that post about how everyone used to have blogs?
Well I have 2 others so ... Am I a hypocrite? Yes.
Well let's see, I wasted a whole summer, fell even more in love & a week & four days ago, Mr. Messy Pants told me he wasn't in love with me anymore.
Boom. & it was over.
I've been trying to play it cool, I've been able to convince myself I don't care ...
Until I read words that he wrote himself, words I can hear him say, & it cuts me. SO deep.
But I am going to be okay.
Because my writing is back!
Finally. I have no idea where it went, but I'm glad it's back.
I've been writing to fix what's broken.
So here it comes, my come back. It feels so good to be able to say what I've been feeling without having to deal with the fact that everyone knows how pathetic I am, ESPECIALLY him. Because he's moving on already, & I am stuck here, like always. You know, this is what happens to me every time.
Last time, Mr. Messy Pants moved on & I was stuck in the worst time of the year to fix myself with what little I have left.
Let's hope that this time will be different, this time I will have a way to get out of my head & out into the beautiful world that God has blessed me with.
Are you ready yet?
Here it goes.