You Are Scaring Me

You are scaring me
That look in your eyes, those words you say
They scare me half to death
I want to run, as far away as I can from you
Because I can't look at you in the same way
This is hard.
It's so hard for me to say these words out loud
I care for you a lot
But you are moving way too fast for me
I'm still trying to catch my breath from him.
You are scaring me
Those words you spoke so easily
Boy, those are such powerful words
How could you mean them?!
I am no where near the point where I could say them too
My struggle is still to keep my feet beneath me.
Beautiful though those words my sound to you
To me they make me want to run from you
As far & as fast as I can.
Just so I don't have to hurt you
You are scaring me
I'm still so used to his face & his name
The face that often haunts my dreams
I doubt you can comprehend his place in my heart
It is that which concerns me most
Because I am such a wreck
You have your life all together
Don't trust me so much, don't look to me for happiness
I can be a factor, but please don't put me on a pedestal
I am no angel, I am a confused & hurting girl.
You are scaring me
& if you're not more careful, I may run.