The One Who Got Away :(

So ... I haven't really liked a guy for almost 2 years ... I mean LIKE like, as in smiling every time you see him, think of him, anyone even mentions him ... well he was every thing I've ever dreamed of ... & today I found out he has a girlfriend. Now I haven't known him for very long AT ALL, but I "fell". I'm happy for him, honestly. I'm praying even now as I type this that he'll be happy forever & that he & his girlfriend will be together as long as God sees fit. I can't give up. It's been so long since any guy made me that happy in such a short time ... I'll pray for him everyday. Here's to all those people who change you in a matter of a few days. I'll tell you a secret, I love him. Just love. That's what my God sightings (aka preschoolers) have taught me most this week. To just love. Arms wide open, eyes closed, no worries. That's the best kind of love. It's gonna be hard tomorrow to say good bye to my preschoolers. I LOVE them. They change me everyday.