Things I Miss

I miss being held by a boy

I miss feeling joy

& days filled with chalk

I miss being able to just simply talk.

I miss having guy friends

I miss feeling special when the day ends

I miss drinking tea

& how funny it was to really have to pee.

I miss watching the buses go around & around

& I miss the wind, the touch, the feel, the sound.

I miss sleeping in on a cold wintery day

& also spending time to just play.

Is it bad that I miss telling lies?

I miss all of those happy-go-lucky good-byes.

I miss flying way up in the sky

& I miss not having to ask why.

I miss the innocence of our minds

& the love shown in all different shapes & kinds.

I miss being able to just throw a fit

Not caring if the reason is legit.

I miss not having to grow up

& I miss drinking from a sippy cup

I miss so much not feeling scared

When talking to older kids was being prepared.

I hate the fact that I miss seeing you

Being without you makes me blue

I miss having an older brother to talk to.

When name calling was the worst I could do.

I miss knowing that someone will always be there

& I miss especially not having to care.

But of all the things that I miss a lot

There is one person I miss most without any thought,

He is the person I leaned on most too

What I guess I'm trying to say, is that I miss you.