Living In A Fairytale Gone Wrong

I know my parents meant for me to be happy,
But all their good intentions went down the drain.
I'm happy but I'm sad & I've got no one to comprehend how I feel anyways.
Mom hates me, dad's disappointed, I try my best but it just gets harder.
If I tried to be free, I'd fear for what'd happen to me.
If I dream, it's not of here,
My school is like Hogwarts except totally wrong.
I'm Harry Potter & all his friends put together.
All my teachers are okay except for the one I hate!
If life was meant for this, then why am I me?!?
How in the world can I be free?!?
I'm living in a fairytale gone wrong from the start.
I'm no princess & no work of art.
I am meant to be here but it's not working for me.
A fairytale gone wrong is my life!
I dream everyday & I try to smile big,
But when I think of home I go totally mad!
I feel hated, rejected, unwanted, alone!
I'm running against a wall of sorrow.
Running miles but getting nowhere.
How can I be happy with my life?
My world is upside down!
I'm waiting for someone to turn me around.
I can be in a sea of people & still feel all alone.
I'm stuck in a glass ball,
Eyes watching me all the time.
I'm scared & brave!
I'm sweet, I'm sour,
I'm ugly but pretty!
I'm so many things,
It's hard to keep track!

If only I had known that life was just getting started on shit right? I was so silly in middle school, yet that's the only time I had a boy friend ... hmmmmm ....