Being In Love

You would think it'd last forever
That there'd never be an end
Yet here I am sobbing into my pillow again
Because he doesn't love me anymore.
I'm wearing my, "Love is beautiful" t-shirt
& named my newest frog Love
Laughing in class & smiling at home
Because I'm using the love I feel to help me go on.
After I hung up that phone, I made a promise to myself
I'd wait for him forever or until he sends me away
Pain will catch up to me eventually
But for now I'll keep busy
I never thought things would end this way
Never imagined how it would feel
Because being in love is far too easy.
The bliss & the peace of it is way too inviting
You meet that one special someone
His deep voice of velvet & his eyes as soft as cashmere.
Without your knowledge he makes his way into your heart.
He makes you believe in love
But then he goes away because he's not in love with you anymore.
Then being in love is the most painful thing in your life
Because you still love him.
So you sit on the bus sobbing quietly into your sweater
No one wants to sit next to you.
Alone.
The one word you've been avoiding.
Being in love can either make or break you.
I'm not sure which it is doing to me yet.
Because I still love him with my whole heart
A frog named Love, around my neck
Being in love is something I'll always carry with me
All I can say is a cliche.
No regrets & thanks for the memories.