How Far?

How far will you go before you come back to me?
I'm willing to wait until the end of time
But leading me on like this is cruel.
My heart has been laid out for you
There's nothing that you've said
I try & try & try but you give me nothing back.
How far will you go, a mile, 2 miles, a lifetime?
Will you love me like you said you did?
Or was that just another beautiful line you gave?
I never thought you'd make me sit in silence,
But I suppose that's what I get
For loving you so deeply without a life line.
How far will you go, will you disappear from sight?
What on earth did I do to upset you so much
This silence is gold, because it's dragging me down
Far too heavy for me to be able to breathe.
I'm drowning in this silence, love, I'm smothered by your lack of words.
Are we going to fix this, or will my heart break once more?
How far will you go with your half of my heart?
Please bring it back, please come home to me.
Chills run up & down my spine, freezing me slowly
Where have you gone, my love, where have you gone?
I will be here until you no longer want me.
So please end this silence & speak to me.
Do you or do you not want me or love me?
I've needed you every night but you're not there.
I don't know what I'm going to do without you,
Because I can tell that this is not going to end well.
I won't lie, I'm terrified because I know you're going to leave.
How far will you go, love, how far will you go?
& when should I expect your return?