Ahhhhh, sweet release ... for a few hours at least. Then I'll remember all the other stuff I have to do. Oh goodness. BUT I have one class that I'm done with for now. Which is blissfully nice. Now if I could only get the guy of my choice to fall madly in love with me ... well, that's what my Finale dress is for ;). I'm far more optimistic today ... or at least right now. I am seriously riding a never ending roller coaster of emotions. I can be happy & quirky, then I turn into a depressed crazy, then to a stressed out mad person, then back to depressed. Goodness my medicine is going to be the end of me. BUT on the upside I'm off my suicide drugs! YAY! As said before, now all I need to do is start dating the guy of my choice. That would be great. For other people it's so easy. They find out the other likes them & they start holding hands, & soon enough they're madly in love & riding off into the sunset. But not me. I always fall for the ones who are too complicated for it to be healthy. Oh well, I'll be the one people will fall for in silence & I'll never know until they've already moved on & I'll still be alone. Maybe. I'm still hoping he'll just grab my hand one day & never let go of it ... but he has been hurt & God knows I know allllll about that so I shall wait for a day that will probably never come. Which is fine if that's what God wants I guess. Oh well off to a sleep over/ project work session. Ciao!