So. I hate money. It causes so many different problems. Like prom. WHO THE HECK PAYS FOR PROM?!?!? Honestly I thought we all paid for ourselves but apparently not. See I got asked as friends ... at least I think so ... GAH! I hate money. I couldn't care less about who pays for who, or who has more money. Honestly I think it's all just too stressful. BUT I found a dress tonight. It makes me look like a princess. It's not green though ... Oh well ;) I know I've been gone a while, I've just been dealing with a lot. Last week I got suicidal ... mostly because of my meds & the weather & just the major suckage that was last week. I also went to the U.R. (Urgency room) last night & saw my surgeon today because I am having a reaction to the stitches they put in from my surgery. I'm looking forward to summer break. I need it. I just don't know how to get all my homework done, win the guy of my choice over, pass with all A's & keep my sanity. I don't think it'll all work that way. Hmmm ... well I'm off to bed. Pray for my grandma who is in ICU & that I find the strength to get it all done. ;)