Life. What a messed up crazy jumble of CHAOS!!!!!!!!! ... sorry. Mine is that. Insanity. My grandmother is dying, my cousin is having flash backs of her rape & is cutting herself, the guy of my choice can't decide whether or not he likes me, I shattered a frame yesterday by stepping on it, I left an hour early yesterday, I forgot the eggs in my house, I had a REALLY slow night for my job, I am in major pain, & one of my best friends is dealing with a break up. That & I've started a new medication that is making me EXTREMELY agitated. I am a mess. I could REALLY use the week end ... no the summer. Either that or for my life to slow the crap down. I'd love to live by myself. I really could do it. I've done it before. That would be the best. Being my own master. It sounds perfect. I am so independent. I can't hurt anyone if I'm alone. I need to get out of my head & into life. Gah. Well I'm done. Off to work on getting homework done.