Sooo ... my doggy is dying. I really don't know what to do. I've cried, I've prayed, worried ... but I'm just really scared. I've had her since I was little. I got her with a friend I had since I was born. It's so hard. Plus I'm going into surgery & it's just ... yeah. I don't want to say good-bye. I HATE good-byes. Gah. I need someone. Btw I lied about not wanting a boy friend. I want one REALLY badly. I want someone to take care of me. But I wish ... I'm not sure what I wish. I just want to feel safe. Safety.