Wednesday, January 4, 2012

The Crossing Places

I stand here wondering & waiting.
Will you ever answer my question
Or will it be left unspoken?
DO you do this to torture me?
I'm at the crossing places.
Should I move on or wait for an answer?
You don't know how badly I want to know.
When will you tell me?
Could my life get any more complicated?
I'm stuck at the crossing places
No where to go, nothing to do
Nothing but wait for you
DO YOU LIKE ME
Or should I go on?
Just get me out of
The crossing places.
Can't decide which is worse
Waiting, & getting more & more hurt,
Or moving on & hurting you
But now I don't think I could move on.
The crossing places
Decisions I don't want to make
Pop-up out of no where for me
You torture my heart & soul
So God help me get out of
The crossing places.
I'm being swallowed by tears.
help me someone before I fall.
I just can't take this anymore!
When will this all just end?
I stand here wondering & waiting
Will you ever answer my question
Or will you leave it unspoken?
I'm at the crossing places & I want out!

I remember this clearly. I had told Logan I liked him & asked him if he liked me & he said he needed to think about it. It felt like forever, & I was DYING! ... if you couldn't tell. It's so dramatic, but that's exactly how I remember feeling. Even right now, my stomach is all twisted with anxiety. Life is such a silly thing.

No comments:

Post a Comment