Tired, down, upset.
Hating myself, hating the world
With for something really new
Wishing to let go
Letting go of everything
Everything but you
I'm sore, I'm sick,
Lost & let down
Yet here I am trying to sleep
But my mind will not calm.
Nothing, nothing, sleep, sleep, sleep .....
I open my eyes alive!
Thinking about all of you,
Wanting to see you, hug you,
Make you laugh like always! ;)
But you're thousands of years & miles away,
Or so it seems
So I'll let that all go.
I'll let him go, you go
But then I won't have to.
Even now I think of you & smile
Because that's what you do to me.
I see all I see
& wish you were here to see it too
but I'll click it & give it to you
Along with your presents for being my smile.
Some days are hard
But I will survive because even though it hurts.
I open my eyes
To a brand new day.
I can't remember why I wrote this poem. I know I was in middle school, but it could have been a poem to all my elementary school friends, or it could be during intersession when I wasn't at school ... either way, I still feel this entire poem. I can hear myself saying all these things while I wait for normal school to start back up.
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