Falling Down

Falling down like raindrops are teardrops.
1 day after another nothing happening, well not much.
Falling down like rain, tears comfort my soul.
In my mind there are big black clouds.
Why did I take that move 'cause all that is happening
Now is I'm falling, falling down into darkness.
Why did he trip me? Or did I fall for him?
Either way I'm hurting really bad.
Falling down way into darkness blinking back tears.
He played with my heart no doubt about it but it hurts to be played.
Which way to go I don't know who to trust.
I thought I could trust him but it's plain to see he's not a person I can lean on.
Why can't I let him go?!
It just goes to show love ain't meant for me, no!
Is this guy for me no, I don't think so.
If he is I still won't give him a chance.
I won't give in so easy this time if he's mine he'll sure have to prove it.
I'm no one's girl no way, no how
But if I'm gonna be me how am I supposed to do that if he's taken my life away?!?

I wrote this when I was waiting for Logan to get back to me on whether or not he liked me too. I was such a mess about the whole thing & worried about it. He made me wait 2 days which is fine, but it felt like forever. & that was when our year long on & off relationship began. Oh how glad I am that that is over.