Lost In The Music

I sit here looking at you

The music plays along with you

I listen, I look but life doesn't make sense

& you don't notice I exist.

My heart beats faster & faster

But you look the other way

I'm left behind & I'm

Lost in the music

No where to really go

Nothing to do, but long to know

& I want to ask but I'm so scared

Think you might but I'm so teared

I guess I'll find a way out

But I'm just so so so

Lost in the music

There's nothing I can do

Not when I get caught up in this

Your voice is the only one I hear

When I see you all around

I can't let go of the end

Now all I want to do is be your friend

I can't go anywhere because I'm

Lost in the music

Always held back by the past

I can't go on about us

But you have & I don't know what to do!

Can't get out, something keeps me here

You don't tell me anyway, so nothing is clear

I've got to go on, but life won't let me

All I want to do is cry

Because you don't care for me anymore.

But I can't move on because I'm

Lost In The Music.

This was written in middle school, probably during one of Logan & I's many break ups. It's funny, but I really haven't changed. I sit around & wait for guys to come back. I know it's the human thing to do but ... You'd think after being single for 3 years & seeing all my friends go through their own relationships, I'd have learned SOMETHING. But I really haven't.