Look at me, I'm nothing special. There's nothing extraordinary about me. I'm so old & yet so young, at peace yet always at war. Walk by me, hear me singing a song, see my walking along, trying to live a right life. Don't judge me, we all have our misgivings, mine just happen to be larger. Look at me, I'm so silly, just a lost girl, trying so hard to break free from the pain I feel. The world changes around me as I try so hard to breathe, to keep my head above water. Sometimes I feel myself fade away. But I get back on my feet & go on. No one can stop me, I'm wiser now, I know so much more than I used to. This is my own life & I'm not going to let any dumb boy get in the way. God, You can hear me, You feel my pain & You wash it away. With You I know I can go on. If I fall, You'll pick me back up again, You'll keep me going when I no longer feel I can. Lord, Your faith is all I nee, not only now, but forever. When I fade away from these words, God, call me back to You. I fi do not hear, You will continue to call, & once I do hear, You'll welcome me back in open arms, & I'll know that I'm home. Look at me, I'm just like any other girl. I get lost, I fall, I forget, I stray so far from those I love I can barely hear them anymore, but I go back to them & they still love me.