I Can See You Now

I can see you now,
Alone in your room
Lonely without me & I without you.
No one to make me feel safe.
Without you I feel cold
As if I have the chills & beginning to fold.
I miss seeing your face break into a smile,
It's been less than a day, but it feels like awhile.
How did you do this, you got under my skin?
You took away my shields, so I'm here to begin.
I can see you now,
The way that you laugh at me,
When I act too silly.
Did you know that I like you,
Much more than I should?
You're constantly on my mind
I'd shut you out if I could.
It's so distracting to have you in my head.
School is demanding & I need to relax,
& when I'm around you, I kind of freak out.
I can see you now,
& the image gives me butterflies.
My face begins to smile without my consent.
You are the first guy I let in completely in a long time,
It scares me to death to put my heart on the line.
So if I run away & curl up to hide
It's because I don't want a roller coaster ride.
Remember that I'm stupid & ridiculous,
Constantly chasing my own tail.
Be patient with me, for I am with you,
Desperately in like with you.
I can see you now,
& it's everything I've ever wanted.