Let's here it for really bad days/weeks/summers! Here's to family members who complain about how horrible it is to have had gull bladder surgery & head aches as if I have NO idea what they're going through. Here's to no boys, no friends to talk to, no fun to be had because I am my mother's slave. Oh & for mothers who can understand that 1. I have a job, & 2. How bad the job market is right now, ESPECIALLY for teens. Am I not allowed to be human? Honestly I am expected to do everything for my mom, to have a full time job, to keep my temper, & be an over-all angel. I have no wings. When I had my gull bladder surgery, mom gave me a day to heal then she was making me do all sorts of things. Fold laundry, cook dinner, wash dishes, etc. It's been over a week & she won't even plant flowers. So I must do everything & I have to drive the kids & here everywhere & I have to work around everyone else's schedules to spend time with my friends which means ... I won't. At all. I thought I would be able to, but I guess not. So here's to a whole summer stuck in a house where I have to do what I'm told & never see my friends. I saw an old teacher of mine who is retiring today. She kinda recognized me ... my other one didn't. They didn't even ask the usual questions like "Where do you go to school now?" or "What grade are you in?". I don't like being forgotten. In fact it really bothers me, but it would bother me less if they actually made an attempt to catch up, instead they smile & just walk away. :/ No me gusta. I miss school. It's only been 11 days. BUT the new Owl City CD comes out tomorrow so I'll be off to Target to buy it! ;) I'm so so so excited! Well ... I would be if I didn't feel so crappy. I honestly can't breathe & it's starting to scare me. I see a doctor on Friday about it. I'm scared & I have no one to turn to because I'm sure my friends are sick of listening to me complain all the time & I have bosses instead of parents & shizzzzz like that. Ugh. & no boys. None. Okay sure they scare the shizz out of me but ... I love the bubbly happy feeling I get when I 1st start crushing, especially if I hear they like me too. But no boys. I never see any. :/ that & I have an amazing talent for pissing them off. ;) I could use a vacation. Did I mention my aunt offered to get me a job in Chicago? Of course my mom doesn't tell me until weeks later so I probably won't get it. I really wanted to go. I used to go to Illinois a week by myself in an airplane & spend all my time with my family there. It was my favorite place to go. The only time I ever got spoiled. I wanted to get away again, to spend time with people who like to have fun & laugh. Okay yeah they have SERIOUS issues which I won't discuss here, but they made me feel special & you never forget that. So if you couldn't tell, I had a bad day/week & I fear summer. Sooo ... yeah. Ciao.