There's this guy ... I've known him since 7th grade. He's a year younger than me in grade & I have NO idea when his birthday is ... but yeah. He's awesome. Whenever we talk it's so great to have one guy in the world I don't feel like a complete idiot in front of. I know you're thinking "So you like him since the whole 'guy of your choice' thing didn't work out?" & my answer is ... I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA!!! YAY!!! My life is so messed up right now, I honestly have no idea how I feel ever, let alone when it comes to a male. I don't WANT to know whether or not I like him. In fact, I don't think I EVER want to know if I like anyone ever again. Why? Because it's just too hard. I lose sleep, I stress out, & I look like an idiot. Best to just live my love life through books & movies, than to deal with this crap. So all I can really say is that this guy is awesome. He gives me hope for the male sex, & shows me that yes I can be friends with boys ... even if it's only one. So here I am, in my basement, on my dino computer because my parents hate letting me use the computer, in isolation from my friends & freedom. I don't like it, but what can I do? I'll tell you what. Obsess over Owl City, Harry Potter, Pride & Prejudice, Peter Pan, my book, my poetry, music, movies, books, & chalk. People will talk to me when they talk to me, I'll work a lot on stuff & maybe my parents will let me have a fun summer, rather than lock me in this house all day & expect me to do chores all day. Well until next time, ciao!