Bubbling Feeling

There is a feeling that is welling up inside of me.
A feeling of immense love & joy & excitement
I lay in my bed at night, & this feeling grows & grows
Time does nothing for me, neither does anger.
Love & joy & excitement, the way they make me soar!
How can I share it with a world so consumed in craze?
Nothing anyone can do will make it subsist.
Crying only makes the feeling increase,
Pains adds to the intensity.
So many people rush too fast to feel this joy.
Joy that over whelms the mind, body, & soul.
I'd invite the world in, but what will they find?
Besides, if I knew how, I'd never be able to stop.
Magical. That's how this feels.
It is beauty that cannot be put to words.
Twirling & tumbling with me as I go through the day,
Smile on my face as I feel God's love
He sends this feeling to me.
But when it goes, I fall.
I fall down, down, down into a deep deep slum.
In a brand new world where you cannot find a meaning
Nothing you can do or say can pick me up again
Until once again, I get the rush of life in my veins
Pump through me, bring me back to life
Awaken my senses, awaken my heart.
You're afraid of me, & I'm afraid of you.
Trusting you with a fragile newly recovered heart
Fear grips me when I think of how you make me feel.
I am thrown up into the great blue sky
Maybe one day I'll learn how to fly & stay up there.
But for now, I'll just come back down
Slamming back into reality here on earth
Where you can break me into a million pieces.
Until the day I can keep it, I will just sit here.
Sit & enjoy the bubbling feeling.