All these days of constant peril
Let me leave those behind.
Pain has always been a companion
Some one who never goes away
Throughout my childhood & still today pain has stayed.
Behind my smiles the pain is still there.
Let me slip into the background, where no one will miss me.
Slowly sink into the quicksand of time.
There beyond the surface, beyond humanity's reach,
I will disappear, returning to that from which I came.
Wipe the memories everyone has of me & let me fade away.
Because I don't wish to be remembered, for what have I done?
Nothing that deserves recognition nor remembrance.
Let me go, back to the arms I run to.
The arms I was created in, where I'll be kept safe & warm.
Don't let the world hold me back from closure.
In the arms of my Savior I'll rest, free from pain & stress.
Release, ah the sweet release.
I imagine it will feel like a rebirth, that release.
He will take my cross from my back & throw it to Hell,
Where all this pain is fuel to its fires.
Let me float away in a cloud of peace & rest
To a land I have dreamt of all too often.
No one will miss me, they won't care
But from that place I will send them my love & protection
As long as I stay there filled with beauty & love.
So please, let me go, send me away.
Erase all they know of me, let me leave no hole.
There is not much more that I can handle
I'm so sick of this constant pain.
Let me fly, let me soar, let me be free
I long to go home, to a place I'll finally belong & feel released.
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